Mentally Rebellious

A day in my life of insanity..


    unsustainable codependence mind consumed with wander & distrust continuous interrogation forcing false confessions confirming predetermined guilt consequence of past experiences sentenced to possessive loss of privacy bound by unhealthy addiction obligated devotion causing unnerving resentment severing connection habitual... Continue Reading →

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Insanity vs Routine

Insanity versus Routine. “Patience Rachel, it’s gonna take time. Nothing happens overnight.” The issue I am facing now is my need for instant results or gratification. Starting and trying a bunch of things. But not following through. Am I jumping the gun on things?... Continue Reading →

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Plan B

    I've been thinking, what if, I'm just a Plan B type girl? I'll aim for Plan A. But hell, Plan B works! I'm happy to have had any plans at all.. It's like going to heaven, & Oops!... Continue Reading →

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IT’S TheFuk.

Shut TheFuk Up. How TheFuk get in between Shut n Up? Maybe It was TheFuk that needed Shut n Up. Got told to Shut Up so much It made It, It‘s name.. First name Shut Up Last name TheFuk So... Continue Reading →

He is It..

He is It.. Everyone says I blew It. Everyone says I did It. I think I’m gonna do It tonight. So wake me up when It here. I might smoke with It. I might drink with It. It can do whatever It’s heart desires. Wait! Stop It! Put... Continue Reading →

Here and There..

  Here & There… I picture life like a web We all start at a point/place .. “HERE” .. & we’re all trying get to some point/place .. “THERE.” But when we get there. It becomes here. From here, We... Continue Reading →

Intentional Gateways

in·ten·tion inˈten(t)SH(ə)n/ noun 1. a thing intended; an aim or plan; premeditated. "she was full of good intentions" 2. the healing process of a wound. Intentions another Gateway? To what? Or the reason for the gate? Do you know of... Continue Reading →

Friend? or Foe?

Today I noticed...   I came to realize that headphones have more than just the obvious positive uses in my life. Sometimes when you turn off the music without anyone  knowing, you get hit with the devastating truth. And I... Continue Reading →

Mental Health Awareness

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Daily Prompt: Calm

Calm via Daily Prompt: Calm Whoah! Whoah! Whoah! Relax. Just stay calm. How many times did you just drop the f-bomb? Wtf is your problem? I know you don't want some.. Acting ignorant. And looking dumb Might find your life being... Continue Reading →

Today’s Random Life Question is..

In life we're all blessed with talents & gift. Things we excel in. Like super powers. For Example : Beyonce - Music Bill Gates - Computer Science & Creation Mother Teresa - Compassion Let's say I am really good at... Continue Reading →

Tribute to my Dad

A journal entry, Father's Day 2015   Dear Journal, Another father's day past. Six long years since I've been home. Will my family ever really know how much I miss them? Or how much I think of them on the... Continue Reading →

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